i don't know why we know these actions and thoughts of wisdom, why they heal us,why those who hold wisdon hold it for us, but do not release wisdom readily - i remember from my grandfather, when i was young and having diarrhea, he sent me up the horse trail so that inside me when i came to wiild strawberry i knew i had come to be with this plant and share its leaves and fruits - ever since, there is a great importance in entering her forests and there is seldom a time without healing, because always, forest is a place of healing

but using google map satellite i looked where the old horse trail was and i see they have cut the forest clear and cottages are there - how do we heal that

writing a letter to crystal shewanda today, asking her to write and sing for our children the visitors rape and kill i noticed something important - when mother passed i was wiith her, and we went together a way, following Redwing by the river, and where she was leaving me i was alone in our forest, as she passed into the sky forest was as it was and the way turtle will laways be - and i think of our children they rape and kill and i feel it is like our river, only those children have no river to share with us, because the visitors genocide includes taking the wild strawberry, the whole forest, Redwing and all of our Spirits, killing even our children and removing life from this earth and this time

and this is when i know things are very bad for us, but like you and your numbers, i think of things absolute - there is a science that came to us all in the places where they have raped and tried to kill our lands that will some day return to the balance intended by the creator, that science is called behavioral science, and with it we know this caucasian sickness that destroys as quickly as it can so many things the Creator gave mother earth, this sickness all around us will become extinct and be replaced by cultures like ours that respect mother earth

for now there is resistance, it is like placing the hand behind the neck and pulling out and releasing to sky the blocking energy there, so that we can be strong in our identity and not washed away from the river by the insult of occupation - there is knowedge, and it is like grasping and pulling out from the throat and releasing to sky ignorance that holds us back from peace - there is love, and that is grabbing from the solar plexus and releasing to sky memory that confuses us with ideas that are not healed, not whole within us - there is greetings and that is grabbing the belly button and pulling out to sky and releasing bitterness and sorrow and pain so that happiness becomes the peace we find - there is community, and that is from the grasp and release from above the public bone where the white sap of life flows so that negativity is released from us to the sky - there is understanding and that is grasping from the lower back and releasing to sky all uncertainty and confusion so that our security, our wisdom, our care, our journey, our family are all as one, given out to sky, emptying all that kills peace from inside

but this leaves our visitor rape-killing hundreds of our children every year, this does not change global caucasian genocide and the urgent need for us to elect our government, establish our continental security, and manage the caucasian presence - we cannot allow then to be taken from the universe that is our culture, we cannot go with the killer culture when they go - and so, with the wisdom that made my grandfather send me out the old horse trail i offer the wisdom that we focus clearly on the immediate threats and peaceful adaptations we must make to correct what is now a very bad occupation, a very evil assault on the First People of the Americas